I should eat something. What should I eat? Am I hungry? I’m pretty hungry. I wonder what I could make with that pizza crust. Maybe I should read a book. Maybe I should write a book. Do I have any blank cd’s? I’m going to make myself a playlist for when I go grocery shopping. I need to go grocery shopping. I need to get money. I should sell my blood. I should sell my plasma. I should sell my eggs. I should make scrambled eggs. Is my heart beating faster than normal? Where did I put the tv remote. I’m so cold. My lips are so blue. I can’t actually see my lips but I can just tell that they are so blue. I wish food was free. I wish I had an already made pizza on my lap right now. I should start jogging. I should start doing yoga. I should start a community garden. It has literally been months since I watered that cactus. I would probably just end up killing the community garden. Then the community would be really pissed at me. I’ll just not start a community garden. Seriously, how is that cactus still alive? I wish I was as strong as a cactus. Ouch! Prickly. Fuck you, cactus. Here come the cold sweats. I should call my mom. I should call my grandma. I should call that pizza place. Wait, I don’t have any money. I should probably eat something. I should drink more coffee.