new song on bandcamp called mountains

well i wanted to tell you 
what you wanted to hear 
that i’d pack up my things and we’d move to the mountains 
and try to forget this year 
but i broke down the middle 
sometime last fall 
and i guess i’ve forgotten just how to repair it 
or maybe i don’t care at all 

you’ve been hiding your face in the sheets when you talk to me 
shielding your eyes when i try to remember what started this 
and why we keep fighting 
or maybe that’s all there is 

well i wanted to show you 
that i wouldn’t let you down 
but i lost your ring that night in the river 
when i was just trying not to drown 
and i wrote down the reasons 
of why i should stay 
but i couldn’t come up with one single thing 
cause i know that you want it that way 

and i donated blood so my cheeks wouldn’t flush 
when you told me you just didn’t love me as much 
and i thought it would hurt but all i felt was numb 
when i took down the pictures from when we were young 
when you still loved to laugh and i knew how to trust 
but you’re running away from the man you were once 
so just try to be quiet when you come get your stuff 
cause i’m trying my best to just sleep this all off 

and don’t tell me good bye, i’m not strong enough